Another thought or more

Either I like to complain a lot or life really is frustrating.Maybe it seems so to me because I'm in an inferior position or at least that's how I feel and everything seems unfair and equality lacks most of the times.We are all responsible of our own lives and the actions we take however it seems that some had a few more chances than other, were offered things that others have to either work for or may never have in their life.Now that is frustrating for me and maybe to you too and sometimes I can cope with it and sometimes I just want to yell and break stuff , I feel so much anger, anger that never comes out and stays bottled up.If I would have more patience maybe things would be better, If I could only be able to see the big picture, to have a perspective on the future, but the matter of the fact is that I don t have a perspective, I don't have a plan , I have absolutely no idea what the future will bring.And while I worry about everything and complain about stuff others have a more fun life, fun as I wish mine would be, but I'm not a risk taker, I'm the kind of guy who likes to play it safe and that doesn t work out good as often as I would hope.Just consider these words my punches in the wall, I may be right I may be wrong but this is my brain acting out and I can't stop it.