Lost

I find myself once again lost and without patience.I can't talk to a friend and I can't talk to my girl nor can I talk to any of my parents, because truthfully, I wouldn't know where to begin and how could they even help me.I am not old nor am I extremely young, I'm just at an age where society shows me that by now I should know what I want to do, an age where I am already on my path, and yet I see no road in front of me, no directions and I am certainly losing hope. In the past years I have had a few glimpses of what I could be, though that faded away quickly when I looked at people around me and saw that they were at a further milestone in their life whilst I haven't even reached the first one, whatever that would be.Honestly, I'm still waiting and maybe hoping that something great or awesome, unique even, will happen to me and I truly want to happen as fast as possible, because as I was saying I am losing my patience and I may shutdown soon, lose all hope and all those around me.Also it is so bothering and frustrating when people give you advice but no solution. They think of their life of their chances and think their experience apply to your life.They could just help you out, give a start in life, but no, they just run their mouths thinking they are extremely intelligent because luck got them where they are.